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Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Absence


Absence

I know it has been a while since I have posted anything, but I have been struggling a lot the last two weeks.  I have no desire to do anything and I am lucky to even do the basic tasks needed throughout a day.  I knew if I wrote anything, nothing would be satisfactory or would have a negative undertone that I wasn’t looking to portray.  I keep snapping at the kids, bursting in to fits of crying, etc, etc.  A friend think it is a hormone change because my daughter if four months, so my breast milk should be changing and my husband thinks I have post partum depression.  I however I am just working on surviving day to day right now.  I don’t want to talk to people or go out and do things; I don’t want comments, I just want to explain my absence.  I was wallowing for a while, but now I am working on getting back to myself.  Hope to be posting soon.

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