Shock

I am currently in shock, but feel the need to make this public as this information solidifies the choices and goals I have been striving towards.  Even though I have known this marriage was ending, I have still given it my all, including marriage counseling, even up to last week.  However, today Josh finally admitted to me that he has been sleeping with another woman for over a month now, despite the fact that we are still married and living in the same house. As you can imagine I am hurting that someone I used to love so much could do something so awful to me and can't help but question my worth despite, knowing my value. There is no coming back from this and I have spent the last three years trying to save a relationship he did not want to save.  I feel like a fool, but proud I have endured to the end. Please, please send me your prayers so I can have the strength to rise above this.