Wowsers

So it seems I have made a bit if a commotion. Let me clarify a few points. My children are 1 and 3 they are not capable of reading my blog and I post to my blog as relief. I am putting together the memoir for them to show how and why I loved their father and how and why it ended. The things I vent on here are not at all things I share or discuss in front of my children. They are half of their father and he possesses good qualities that I hope they inherit. I never keep my kids from their father although I am not obligated to give him any time with them.
I do not appreciate being accosted by anyone about what I post, but everyone is welcome to their own opinion, although I want to try and eliviate the anger if possible which is why I try and respond and hopefully defuse the situation. For those of you who care I have been in contact with Tasha today and according to her, she has been lied to as well.  To be frank, my faith and trust in either her or josh is low, based on what I have seen, but my whole goal is to be done with it all.  The man I married was a good and decent man and I will always make it a priority to let my kids know that man, if only through memory.  I am sorry if any of my post have gotten too negative for anyone, but as stated in my last post, I will blog what I feel as that is very cathartic for me. I will not be making my blog private and I will not censor my emotions as this has always been for me. I appreciate support and comments, but only when they help me move on. I do not begrudge anyone, but that does not mean I have to like or trust anyone either. Having said that, I hope you continue to follow with me as I continue to leave my past with josh in the past and move on as I date.