Livid

So not sure who missed (probably no one as how public it was made) but my soon to be ex got very upset that I posted on my blog that he walked away from the children.  Upon talking to him further I found out the only reason he was reading my blog was because his mistress and her family have been reading it.  I don't even know where to begin I am just so upset.  As you know I set up this blog THREE years ago as a journal and a way to share my writing and I have left the privacy setting pretty open because I have nothing to hide and enjoy sharing my life and experiences with my friends, but I am disgusted that the woman who helped destroy my marriage is reading this.  I have lost so much and been dragged through the mud and blamed for things that I had no control over and now, now I feel I have lost the only source I had to express myself..
My husband cheated on me and left me and my children for another woman! I have done the very best I can to not let this eat me up and kill me inside.  I have tried not to belittle him or his mistress and instead focus on myself and how dare she intrude on my life more than she already has! She got him, not that he is worth having as all he has been is a lie and a cheat. take him and leave me and my children alone.  Do you know that I am so against the type of person and example you are that I made sure to include it in the paperwork (and Josh agreed to) to NEVER let you around my children and I can have that legally enforced? You got him. He walked away from his wife and his children for you so make your own family like you are already planning and leave me and mine alone. 74 days and then it isn't adultery for you anymore!