Have a Little Faith

Okay, here it is straight out.  I guess a lot of people had a lot of thoughts on my developing relationship with Matt as well as my trip for his baptism.  I thought I had expressed myself last night, but let me state it clearly again:
I AM NOT GOING TO JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP OR DATE ANYONE SERIOUSLY AS RIGHT NOW MY FOCUS IS STILL MYSELF.
this includes, but is not limited to:
my relationship with God
my time with family
my time with friends
my experiences
my exercise routine
my diet
my goals
my, my, my, my, my, my, ect, ect, ect, ect!

Please don't get me wrong, I appreciate people's concern and comments, but there has been a lot of judgment about what people think I should do or whom I should be gravitating to and the bottom line is this: I am following the spirit as I rely on it to guide me in all aspects of my life, so please have a little faith in me and the choices I make.

To be very blunt and straight forward there are two men I plan on dating and am open to dating whomever asks me, but at this point the list includes:
Matt
Brad

I want only casual as I finish repairing everything I broke and Josh broke.

I will no longer apologize for myself or who I am!
The end!