Do you ever feel as if you are on the cusp of something great, but instead of moving forward you are stuck in the monotony of your life? I do sometimes. I think the change of seasons inspire a restlessness in me. When I smell the wetness in the air and the budding foliage I feel as if like in childhood, I should be running through the woods half clothed in my exploration for something new to me. I have these flashbacks of emotions from childhood that grip my heart and encourage a reckless love for everything my adult self has squashed. My routines seem more difficult when this nagging voice is requiring me to forget my responsibilities and find a river to dip my feet it. Mind you the kiddy pool works as a substitute and I love my life, but does anyone else have that itch for something…irrational?
Every spring!!!! It is like an intense longing for everything that childhood was. It is somewhat overwhelming.
ReplyDeleteyes! it is then i remind myself there is a season for all things and this isn't my season, lol. ;) i must enjoy this season i am in, in order to look back later and feel good about it.
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