Last night was a rough night for me.   You see my husband and I are soul mates.  I really don’t believe there is anyone else for me or will there ever be.  Few people know how to love me the way I feel I require.  Yet, lately we have never been more at odds with one another and I feel so torn and broken.   I know every marriage goes through trials, but I feel so lost in all of this. Enough of this though, no one want to hear me gripe, but the lack of posts is due to my high emotional state that I want to make sure I have a clear state of mind before I go posting things to the internet. So instead let totally switch the subject to what matters most in my life: the Lord and my family.  With Easter being tomorrow it really brings to my attention the blessings of both in my life and how our Savior’s atonement made that all possible.  Don’t worry, I am not getting all preachy, just sharing where I am at to anyone who wants to know.