Life is GOOD!
First and foremost, as I just cannot say this enough: I LOVE my new boobs. When I look in the mirror, for the first time in my life, I like what I see and I feel beautiful. I feel normal and like a tremendous gift has been given to me as I no longer have to lug around those five pounds of hate I had. I did have to run into the office this morning as they were becoming increasingly uncomfortable and itchy, and having experienced an allergic reaction to medical tape before, knew what was going on. They cleaned off the area and replaced the tape with a different kind and am now doing better :)
Today Josh and I sat down and went over our divorce paperwork and finished getting in notarized so that everything is ready for the static conference tomorrow. What I hope this means is this: since Josh and I are in accordance with everything (basically because Josh doesn't care and is walking away) he won't contest anything. If we are both in agreement I hope that means we won't have to do a court date and just have to wait until the 90 days are up and the divorce is granted. All this leaves is a four hour mandatory parenting class we are both required to take. of course I will know for sure all obligations I have left tomorrow, but I feel that from here on out I have already done the work that needed to be done.
Root canal is being done Jan6, LASIK Jan 8, Crown Jan14 and I am done with all my appointments (well two follow up for the LASIK) so come January, I really am starting the new year off right.
I get my tubes out of my breast Thursday and hope to go shopping that day for bras and new wardrobe and excited to get back to the gym to see how much more mobile my new body is :) Okay well I could go on and on about how much I am in love with everything right now, but who wants to keep hearing about my boobs ;)
Don't know if it is time of months, surgery or due to the reduction, but I have been really emotional lately, but I think in a good way. I cry like a crazy person and then let it go. I am still easily stressed, but feel I am still working on my patience. Plan on revising my goals for the upcoming new year as I have completed a lot of my old ones. OK tired, and late. Love you all!
Sounds like your emotions that have been buried are coming to surface. That IS a great thing :) I'm sure the joy you feel from so many life changing events coming to fruition plays a part as well. Happy for you! The other emotions are normal parts of life, highs and lows. Looking forward to seeing what 2014 brings to you! (((Hugs)))
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