Life as a mother can become very tedious when your day becomes a list of repetitive requirements. It becomes hard to even count days because they start to blur into the next, always the same and when I become buried in in these lists I feel that I am no longer me. Instead, I am a compilation of all the things that need to be done. Yet, words, beautiful words give voice to my thoughts and emotions making me more than just the pieces
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Monday, October 14, 2013
Stressed
The crazy busy is starting to get to me now. Not only and I the sole provider for my two young kids 24-7, but I am also trying to line things up so I can get all my dental, health, and vision done before I lose insurance, as well as start the process to change my residency to Colorado and file for divorce. I am so overwhelmed, that anymore, I feel like I am constantly in the brink of overload! However, progress is being made and I am so excited to announce that I meet with a plastic surgeon Oct 30 to see if I will be considered for a medically necessary breast reduction (which I am confident I will based on the guidelines the insurance company gave me). I have been wanting a breast reduction for years and hope to be able to have this opportunity while I am insured. However, I feel like I am juggling a million things, making sure everything is in place at the right time.
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Yay, so excited for you about your mtg!! I was just wondering about the reduction the other day so thanks for the update! I got up to get water a few minutes ago, kicked Loni's little shopping cart in the hallway, but kept quiet. Got to the kitchen and ran into the vacuum cleaner, grrrrr! Turned the light on to move it and stepped in a water puddle. Started sobbing. Toe hurts and I'm just sad about so many things. Wish I could sleep. I was soooo tired at 3:00 this afternoon, so frustrating! I imagine you're feeling somewhat like my little episode here! ((((Hugs)))) focus on all the glass balls and let all the rubber ones bounce! My fave quote from beverly. :)
ReplyDeleteI love that quote! It is actually what I decided to do today. The DMV can wait while I prep for My son's birthday tomorrow
DeleteHope you are doing better after that frustrating night!
Deleteyes, much better, thank you :) happy birthday, dorian! i hope the party goes smoothly for you!
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