Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,

If you are reading this, then you are proof prayers are answered.  You are proof that good, just, honest men still exist.  You are proof that love is more than luck or a myth, but something that is real and that you are worthy and special enough that I have trusted you with my heart, my life, my eternity, and my children.

I want you to know that I have been through fire and brimstone, enduring the refiners fire to find you.  I have fought with every ounce of strength that I have ever had to be worthy and an equal as we strive to return to our kingdom in Heaven.

I know without a doubt that the Lord has always intended to have us in union that we may love, support, and strengthen one another as we make a family dedicated to him.  Despite all my trials and the disappointment and sorrow I have felt with the divorce I have been through, I have always known in my heart I would find you, someone of exceptional quality to give me the opportunity to serve the Lord in my role as mother and wife.

Although I do not apologize for my past, I am sorry it has taken me so long to find you: someone worthy and true enough to help propel me into being the Queen I know I am intended to be.  In return, I am sorry it has taken me so long to find you and hopefully provide the same opportunity for growth and support.

I have been tried and have proved true that I am honest, loyal and dedicated and if I have chosen to be sealed to you, then know there is NO end to everything I am and everything I hope to offer you.

I am daily working on being a better me so that I can prepare for YOU! It is the hope of finding you that gives me the courage to move on from my hurtful past, knowing you: greatness, awaits me.

I greatly undervalued my self worth when I married before.  A mistake I promised I would never duplicate.  Meaning, since you are the one reading this, then you are a choice son of our Father in Heaven and have proved to me your divine nature and pure heart.

I know if you have somehow won, or better yet, earned this battered heart, you are nothing short of a hero and I can genuinely say I love you.  Because when you read this it means I am happy.  I am safe.  I am loved and I am finally a part of something I have spent my entire life looking for. You have saved me from loneliness, from being a single mother and you have saved me from the constant worry that I might never be enough; whether for someone to love and accept me, or enough to fulfill all the needs of my children.

I am sure you are already aware of my needs, but always tell me you love me.  Hold my hand and kiss me every time the desire comes upon you.  Forgive my bossiness and set ways as I have been doing so much alone for so long.  Pray and read scriptures with me every day and more than anything, ALWAYS be the worthy priesthood holder you are as I have learned first hand that when we are both cemented to the Lord, we will forever be cemented to each other and that is what I want: A forever with you.