I know I have been very back and forth as to what would
happen in the next couple of days, but as you are aware this is a big decision
and one I have thought on and prayed about.
Despite the night I wrote about, my husband has made an effort to show
me he does not want me to leave and that he is willing to work and change some
areas in order show me how he values our marriage. As you know I was ready to walk out on
Monday, but since there has been a change I will extend my timeline by a few
weeks to see if this behavior continues.
In order to stay for good, I need him to continue to do all that he has
done for me this week, plus more. I need
some of the things I have listed in previous posts as I very much doubt the
love and relationship we have after the incident of him calling me the wrong
name. Otherwise, I will leave in a
couple of weeks when my mom can help me move cross country with my two
children. I am happy and touched that an
effort is being made; I just think it is sad that it had to get to this point
in order to initiate action. I will be
here a tad bit longer and I ask again for your prayers to help give me guidance
and strength. Of course I will keep
everyone updated.
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