Moving in the right direction?

I am so excited I finally made an appointment with the psychologist I want Josh to see.  It is all set up and we have an appointment for the end of August but we were also put on a cancelation list so he might even be seen sooner.  As of right now Josh ran out of the medication he was on (prescribed by the Army) and on talking with him about it he has agreed to try something new to see if it will help.  Maybe between the two we might be able to find a balance that works for him.  As of right now things are still very hit or miss.  For example on my birthday I was very specific about all I wanted for my birthday was a date and to be intimate.  Sadly he failed on both accounts and although my birthday isn’t that important to me and neither are gifts I thought this would be the perfect opportunity for him to show me that I did in fact mean something to him.  I didn’t receive anything from my husband and I was deeply hurt by this because once again it makes me feel like I am fighting for something that may not even exist.  Then there was tomorrow.  For those of you who missed my facebook post I spent much of the morning in the hospital trying to stop contractions and early labor (which sadly is common for my pregnancies).  They got my contractions to stop and sent me home to stay in bed all day.  Well that’s near impossible with a 21 month old son.  My husband on his own initiative made it possible to stay home and take care of me and the kid.  He was attentive and caring and sweet as he made sure I was resting, comfortable and even entertained all the while trying to lasso the kid around the house.  This only indicates that once again he is still all over the place weather he sees it or not.  I am not asking for an immediate fix as I know that is impossible, but I am ready to start seeing improvement.